another week=)

Another week has passed..aiyeayea...how quickly time flies passed...this place is beginning to feel like home now...(not so comfy home i must say).n i'm learning all the different teachers styles..so i'm coping a little better...still..it's so competitive..unbelievable thing.... i watched..this gal do 8 pirouettes on pointe!!!..just staying up..without even coming down..she was crazy....it seems that she can normally do that...WOW...that's really crazy...not to mention..we've been doing fouette turns...32 everytime..towards the end..i lose my balance..n focus..=(...n the other day..we did fouette into attitude..that was really really nuts..haha...i watched NEW YORK CITY BALLET on tuesday..geez..were they good..their lines were beautiful...the pieces were very modern...fantastic combination of pieces..one of the pieces they did was moves...n they danced the whole piece without any music..n they were absolutely together..but..it was amazing..i could feel the pulse from the audience...oh did i mention...i got orchestra seats for 12 dollars..muahahaha..cheap eh>??...n another piece..was carousel..when i watched it...reminded me of the time we did carousel..it was so many years ago...6 years was it??..i was so little then!!! it was fun tho..but..haha if u compare my dancing to theirs/..u will CRY! =P anyways..they did like a 20 minute carousel piece as such..so just music..n dancing..i particularly enjoyed that i guess because i knew the storyline..n the music reminded me of being on stage...they formed a lovely carousel at the end..with the boys lifting the girls..n holding poles...where they just went round..really beautiful..i liked that very much......u know..it's so true..what they say.."there's no business like show business..no where could u get that special feeling...when u r stealing that extra bow" haha..not that..but really...it's no wonder it's such a competitive industry...not only do u get paid peas...but the work n hours u have to put in..is nuts..yet..so many want to do it..so many would just die to be on that stage...aiyeayea...just the feeling u get out of it...esp when u r doing something u love...i'd do anything for that...the adrenaline rush..the excitement...well..watching it.made me realised how much i loved the stage...but first..i need to get my technique together...focus jac..focus! well..i must admit...half of it seems like just a dream in a fairytale..yet another part of me..feels like..i'm so close yet so far..u know what i mena??...it's like..i'm almost there..so many years of training..yet...who knows how many more to go...sighs...i guess i know God has a plan for me..so i'm just gonna leave it all to Him..he knows best what's for me..=) oh yes, you guys..i've actually been going to church everyweek??>.haha..even join their prayer sessions...it's good..like..there is a greater reason to my being...very refreshing when times r down...this weekend..let's see what i did...okay..u guys r gonna kill me for not carrying my camera around..it feels like home now..like..no point taking camera around anymore..haha..sad huh??..well..yeah..i kindof regret also..but..anyways..this weekend..i had a pretty fun filled weekedn..=) oh..did i mention the crazy weather yet??..the weather is really crazy...freezing one minute..n really hot the next...rain n sun..it's suppose to be summer..argh!...it actually went down to 4 degrees the other day...crazy..okay..anyways..i went to union sqaure...n there was this parade..BE YOURSELF parade..haha..they had lots of different type of ppl..even cross dresses... dancing..it was nice to watch...i guess....everyone is different..so just be your unique self..n not try to be something u r not..n we should love others for who they r...cause we r all one human race!=) then..i was suppose to go for a picnic...but it was raining & bitterly cold..so i just stayed in my room the whole evening..the next day...i went to an international food festival..with mariluz, jonathan n marion.....well..it was more or less a pasar malam..just WAY BIGGER SCALE>...it was like a funfair as such...it was down the entire 9th avenue..so..u can imagine....u could see like a SEA of ppl..from afar...lots n lots n lots of ppl..lots of food too not to mention..n geez...i learnt that my roommate is a real shopper...we stopped at like every store for her to buy something..haha..but it was cool..the only thing was the SUN>..it was SO HOT!!! again..crazy weather...so..another pretty cool week..=) excited for the many more to come...yippie!!!